Ian Spencer Bell's poem "March 11, 2021" will open the dancer and poet's upcoming Pride month performance of "Banderole," which honors the passing of a queer friend and neighbor. In this tender testament to the living presence of his friend's absence, Bell captures the way grief reorganizes time and merges the present moment with memory.
This entry also includes an audio recording of Bell activating this poem and the memories it holds in his own voice.
"For me," Bell says, "dancing and poetry have always been about commemoration."
- Tess Michaelson and Willow Green, Interim Co-Editors
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March 11, 2021
At night I run to the river,
in slowed footfalls find
in a sway of grass.
My friend died
and New York is still
and I can’t stop listening
This morning though
alone in the studio
I played loud
The Rite of Spring,
shocking myself even,
and the electricians
working in the basement,
[Image Description: Ian Spencer Bell and Joshua Tuason in Banderole at The Mount, August 31, 2020. Ian Spencer Bell kicks, arches, and reaches vertically as Joshua Tuason tosses his right arm and leg to the side. Photo by Nicholas Kahn. ]
[Cover Image Description: Ian Spencer Bell, his left arm held high, his right arm close to his body, dances between rows of pleached linden trees.]